Dis-stress

this stress is killing me ,eatin my brainn up , use to think you were too hot for me
too many obstacles to conquer , i'd conquer the world for you i guess.yup
I’m thinking I must be crazy . My ideals are getting a little hazy
What are you doing to me? Its like I’m driving without a steering wheel.
I have no idea where I’m headed . In some crazy sort of twist of fate , I hope its to you.
I really believe this is real . And if it’s not , don’t ever tell me . I don’t even want to know
to me your perfect in every single way , and more.
how do you feel this way . if sincere then your just as crazy as i
How do I feel this way? Never feeling an embrace , a touch a real look or anything.
How do I know this is real I ask myself .
Its like I’m driving without a steering wheel no gas petal , no brake .. I have no control but I here I am , still on the road . The signs are in a language that I don’t know . I have no idea where I’m going. But in my sub conscience.. and in my not so sub conscience I hope in some plot turn , I’m going to you. How is this real , I am not really sure . I like you the way you are . We click perfectly..
Possibly I have figured out why we are so far .. Something this perfect needs to have its road blocks .. To make it all worth it .. Snow white - the poisoned apple , her evil step mother , sleeping beauty , being asleep , Ariel was a mermaid .. Common denominator they all got their prince .. A couple states and few hundred miles , away from her prince. Damsel in distress . I am in dis-t-r-e-s-s

Retracting Butterflies

Your face, it lights up my day
your voice, my head stopped spinning
your smile, everything’s okay now
your words make my heart stop aching
match made in paradise , perfection has its price
600 miles away ,
smiles fade away , because at the end of the day
I’m here, your there
and that’s not anywhere , we should be anywhere
but where our anywhere is the same where as the other’s same where which is anywhere but where we are .

CMDB *

Once you came along you put me in my place
I wouldn’t listen to anyone , did what I want
You have not said a word but in this case
I’m resisting temptations , no matter how crazy I get
No matter how much I think I need to
You stop me , well lead me to stop
Yet you don’t even have to lift a finger
I’m terrified of you coupled with the intensity
Of the love I have for you .
I guess its quite strange how just knowing your there
Has changed me in ways I cant even fathom .

Battleship Gray

Battleship Gray
The plans are changed , notifying me not in them.
Self destruction has always been the thing .
Would you follow me into the deep?
Would you follow me until the end?
Yes?
I bet you say that to all the girls.
My battleship is gray
My heart is red
My thoughts are yellow
my lips are blue
drowning myself to get away from you.